Playmakers: Bi Man Out -a Gay Football Player Sex Story
by The Fan (legrosmatoux@msn.com)
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Thad is a pro football player wth seemingly the perfect
life. The only problem? He has bi-sexual desires that
he has struggled with all his life. Can a nice girl
named August save him from himself, and the world? (MF,
MM-bi, rom)
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His name was Thad Guerwitcz. He was an offensive
lineman for the Couguars,one of the best football teams
out there. He was one of the best players on the team.
A big, bulky man with darkish blond hair. He was a
roughneck. He was also a man with a struggle. A
struggle that consumed him. It was something with which
he struggled most of his life. He tried to get rid of
it. But he simply could not. No one could change their
nature.
Ever since Thad Guerwitcz was little, he knew he was
different. He fought it.
He decided to play sports and he did. He tried harder
than anyone else at football. In high school, he made
quarterback. He was a shy guy but he was decent and he
tried to toughen himself up. He went out with some
girls in order to fit in as normal. He didnt even
want to think about what happened. What he was. He
didn’t want people to find out. Thad Guerwitcz had a
nasty little secret inside his closet.
On the Kinsey scale, he was a Five. Bisexual at the
very least. He tried to hide it by dating girls but no
one arose his desire. He thought that if he played
sports and had a successful life, he would be all set.
He was so glad the day he made it into one of the NFL’s
most coveted football teams. He was gonna play on the
same team as his heroes.
He made friends with the guys. Demetrius “DH” was one
of his buddies. DH was a cool black dude. Thad’s only
problem with him was that he did drugs. Well, to each
his own. Once, Thad helped him get ready for a big
game. DH was fresh out of his favorite substance. Thad
went to the dealer in his stead and got it for him.
Thad was ashamed but he wasn’t going to let down a co-
worker. He hung out with the team’s best guys.
Leon, another black dude, the one with the domestic
problems. Derek McConnell the womanizing blond guy and
Eric Olczyk, the cool bald headed dude. There was also
one of Thad’s best pals and his favorite team member,
the chubb-man himself, Kelvin ‘Buffalo’ James. He hung
out with them, going to clubs and stuff. That’s how he
met August.
Oh, August. She was a nice brunette he met. She was so
beautiful. For once, he felt attracted to her both
emotionally and physically. She was the answer to his
prayers. He thanked God that the Lord sent him this
woman. He loved August. She was so cute and funny.
Unlike the rest of the team, Thad had been actively
looking for a woman. A good one to marry and settle
down with.
He did not want the life of a womanizer and certainly
not that of a fruitcake. So he saw August for a few
months. He could never get tired of her. She was warm
and nice and understanding, not at all like the bitches
he heard the guys complain about. Leon complained about
his nagging wife. Derek was always trying to fuck
whatever walked by as long as it had breasts. DH was
the P.I.M.P. par excellence.
Thad thought he had it all figured out. He would play
football and lead a decent life. He would make his poor
Eastern european parents proud. He was already the
pride of his hometown of Chicago just by being on the
single greatest team on the NFL. He wanted the life and
for the first time in his life, he felt okay. But it
would not last. One of his worst nightmares and
greatest fears was about to come true.
David returned. David was this guy Thad met in college.
He was so young and vulnerable in those days. He was
fresh from high school, a naive young man still trying
to come to terms with his bisexuality. He had vowed
never to reveal it to anyone and to only be with women
and lead as normal a life as possible. David changed
all that. He was cool. He had loads of friends. He
wanted to be friends with Thad. Thad was naive enough
to think David wanted to be his friend. Once, David got
him drunk and…..well, the rest is history.
Thad had been horrified at what he’d done. He requested
a transfer immediately. He even contemplated suicide.
If it hadn’t been for his friend Alicia and his dream
of one day being in the NFL, he would have jumped off a
cliff. He got as far away from David as possible. But
the annoying little creep kept coming back, trying to
blackmail Thad and calling him awful names. God, why
couldnt he just leave Thad alone?
So for awhile, Thad put up with it. He joined the
Couguars. He made the team. He was fortunate enough to
meet August, the most special woman ever. He’d been in
love once in his life, and that was with Alice, the
girl who understood him. Alice encouraged Thad to come
out but Thad thought that was a bad idea. He decided
never to act on his not-so-straight urges anymore.
David just thought he was a Tragic Closet Jock. He came
back and threatened to expose Thad. He even alerted the
local papers. The whole team was under scrutiny as it
was suspected that one of them was not straight. Thad
kept his cool even though he endured some cold sweat.
David sent pictures he had taken of Thad long ago when
he practically raped the young athlete in college. The
pictures went to Coach. The team found out. Thad denied
it. Had he been sober and conscious, he never would
have allowed this to happen to him. But the other guys
weren’t so understanding. They called him awful names.
They bullied him. They made his life miserable.
Thad wasn’t a quitter. He was a nice man trying to do
the right thing. He wanted to lead his life the way he
wanted it. Had he been a woman he could have said David
raped him, but male victims of rape were often
ridiculed by other guys while women went to support
groups. He wanted to have his life back. He asked
August to marry him. Oh, God. The look on her face. She
was so happy that he asked. So happy.
“I love you Thad,” she said. She threw herself into his
arms.
Overcome with emotion, Thad hugged her back. He loved
this woman! She was so great ! He just wished he wasn’t
so screwed up. He promised himself he’d treat her like
a goddess. His beautiful goddess who loved him and was
the only one who could save him from himself.
Things were tolerable, until a phone call ruined it. A
team member called August and told the facts to August.
The look of pain in her face melted Thad’s heart. Oh,
God. He told her it wasn’t true. She wanted to believe
him. In fact, she did.
He went back to the team. They were still treating him
like an outsider. For God’s sakes, he was one of them!
He liked those guys like they were family. They treated
him badly because he was different. He didn’t want to
be, damn it. How could anyone choose to be, like that?
Unless you were a woman with a lot of frustration with
men? David threatened to leak the story to the press.
Coach had to make a decision. Either he would keep Thad
and risk embarassing the whole team or put him on
injured reserve and hopefully trade him next season.
Thad refused to be traded. The other guys mercilessly
beat him up. He went on the field and played better
than he had before. He was like a whirlwind out there.
He took down the other team, cutting them down with all
the hatred and animosity he could muster. He felt so
angry, at the world, at God for making him this way and
at himself for being so weak!
The media were awed by Thad “Superman” Guerwitcz. He
was perhaps the best player on the team. Better than
the ever-whining Leon. Or even macho man DH. After the
game in the locker room, coach decided that Thad
Guerwitcz would be traded. He would go to play on
another team for a better salary.
Thad was pleased. He looked at his former teammates. He
told them what he thought of them. He told them his
secret. He told them he wasnt scared anymore. Then the
owner of the Team showed him a video of himself buying
up booze to help that treacherous DH. Thad shuddered.
He was losing. He would not be going to Chicago. He
would not be transferred. His career was over, unless
there was a miracle. He walked out of there, his head
hung low.
He went home. While driving, he saw a car accident. The
driver was a tall, slim young man with dark hair. Thad
recognized him immediately. It was David. He was dead.
Apparently he had been following Thad. Probably to try
to blackmail him some more. Thad would have smiled at
the irony, if he could laugh at anything right now. The
whole team knew he was bisexual. The fact that he only
wanted women as partners in spite of it all meant
nothing to them. He was just a freak.
Coach made the guys promise they would keep the secret
or lose their jobs. The man was serious. He shook
Thad’s hand as the young athlete walked out of the
locker room. His thoughts were on August.
When he went to her home, he got a surprise. It was
August. She just stood there, looking all beautiful.
Her long dark hair was hung in a ponytail. She wore a
cute pink dress. He loved the way she looked. So
gorgeous. God, he wished he could have her. He just
wanted to hold her and kiss her and be with her
forever. But that was not to be. How could anyone want
him? His buddies had abandoned him. He was an out-of-
work athlete. “Hello, Thad,” she said.
“Hello, August.” He sat her down. He took a deep breath
before he told her.
“You better hold on for this,” he said.
He sat down and poured his heart out to her. He told
her everything. Everything. His first love, Samantha.
Alicia, the first girl he ever made love to. David, the
bitter fruitcake who raped, blackmailed and ruined him.
He spoke of his high school days and his friends and
family. He told her of his loneliness. How once he
wanted to kill himself. His dream of someday having a
wife and children, though this was clearly not to be.
And finally how he felt when he met her. The second
time he ever felt emotional or sexual desire for a
female…
August sat through all this, listening to him talk. She
didn’t say anything. Then she was angry. “Get the hell
away from me, you… you freak!” she said.
Thad flinched. He understood. He was not worthy of her.
He was a tragically flawed man. Right down to the
genes. He had no matter of luck at all. But he couldn’t
hide any more. He was bi-sexual. He felt okay. He had
admitted it to himself mere hours ago. He wanted a
woman who would love and accept him as he was but that
was just wishful thinking. He thought about the
bitterness of the world. When a woman was bi, she was
popular and trendy. A man was seen as a freak. Unfair.
Whoever said that life was fair? he got up.
“August, for what its worth, I love you. I wish I could
be normal, really I do. But that can never be. I’m
sorry I hurt you.” with that, he left.
Three months later…
Thad had left the Chicago area. He went to New Jersey.
He stayed there with his aunt Selene. he got a job
fixing cars. He was a gifted mechanic. Machines were
simple, unlike life…..or people. He kept to himself.
He did a lot of soul-searching, reading interesting
books and trying to understand himself.
His aunt Selene was a great help. She was the only
member of his family who knew the truth about him. It
was a secret she guarded fiercely. He told her
everything that happened. Falling for August. The
return and death of David. The outing to the team and
how they practically killed him. Basically Thad had no
idea what life had in store for him. He had never met a
man he really desired. he fantasized about guys but
most of the time, he yearned for a woman. No woman
could accept his dual attraction. Bisexuals often said
they enjoyed both worlds. This was a load of bullshit.
Thad wasn’t getting any and was feeling pretty lonely
right now.
He stood in the driveway, trying to change the oil in
aunt Selene’s BMW. It was a gift from him to her, back
when he was a football player who made $340,000 after
taxes. Now, he had nothing. He did not want anything to
do with his old life. So many mistakes and
disappoinments. He stood there, thinking. Invariably
his thoughts went back to August. He still thought
about her often.
He missed her smile. He missed holding her into his
arms. His heart ached when he thought of her, and he
remembered the sad and angry look on her face as she
basically kicked him out. He suddenly felt a presence.
He rose his head from what he was doing, and gasped. He
froze. It was her. She’d come all the way from the
windy city to NJ.
August. She was standing there. She had changed a lot
since he’d last seen her. Her long dark hair was cut
short. It was spiky on top. She wore a white shirt over
blue jeans and boots. ” Hello, Thad.” she said. Thad
looked at her.
“Hello, August.”
They looked at each other. There was pain in her eyes.
A bit.
“How have you been?” she asked.
He told her he was okay. They made small talk. He
decided to cut to the chase.
“Why are you here, Aggie?” he asked.
At the mention of the word “Aggie,” August flinched.
This was the little name she adored. The one only Thad
called her, back when they were…together. He saw how
emotional she’d gotten and impulsively he hugged her.
“Oh, Aggie, I missed you,” he said.
She hugged him back. “I missed you too, Thad.”
Thad held her. Right then and there he knew. No matter
how many boys and girls there were in this world, he
would never love anyone as much as he loved August.
Even though he was bi, even now. August looked up into
his eyes. She just looked at him.
“Thad,” she said.
He looked at her. “What?”
“Tell me you love me!”
He was surprised by her request. “I love you, Aggie.”
He felt something in him rise when his arm touched her
bare skin. His pulse quickened. August looked into his
eyes. She understood. He took her by the hand and led
her into the house. His aunt was gone. He took her to
the living room and she grabbed him and kissed him. He
was a bit surprised and she was so passionate! She was
naked in the blink of an eye, and she was kissing his
neck and then his chest.
Her hand found his erect member and any thought he
might have had of stopping her vanished. August took
him in her mouth, sucking his big cock. Thad closed his
eyes and enjoyed what she was doing to him. God, she
was good! He opened his eyes, fascinated by what he
saw. A very beautiful girl, sucking his member and
pleasuring him! If his old teammates could see him
now… he felt a rush in his loins.
“Aggie… I’m gonna c-cummmm!”
August rose her head. “So cum,” she said.
She sucked his cock and swallowed him as his cock spat
out jets of cum.
August drank it all, not missing a single drop.
“Oh, God.” he said. “That was….wow.”
August smiled. “Hon, you aint seen nothing yet.”
She came and knelt so that his face was buried between
her legs and she sucked his cock. They did a 69. Then
she straddled him. She put her hands on his knees for
support and began bouncing up and down on his erect
member. He was lovin it.
He thrust hard and deep into her, fucking her tight
pussy. He lay her on her back, and took her like that,
hammering her pussy. August was moaning in pleasure and
caressing her boobies as Thad fucked her like a pro.
Finally, he came in long spurts inside her. They
screamed as their bodies orgasmed, sending simultaneous
waves of pleasure through them.
They lay down, entwined in love. Thad kissed August on
the forehead. He went to sleep. August looked at the
sleeping man, and smiled. The aphrodisiac she bought
from that dude at the oriental market sure did work.
Thad was fast asleep, after giving her a good fucking.
She smiled, content with what she had done and looking
forward to her new life with her lover.
The End